This week has been an absolute nightmare. I had to take the day off work on Monday because I was so frazzled and hadn’t slept. I spent the day at Home Depot buying Ring security cameras. I have all but one installed.
The police didn’t do anything. The day I had off work, I wandered around the property to see if they had dumped their dead cat or half-dead cat somewhere in the weeds. About 50 feet away from my home, I found 2 bags with 3 dead squirrels in them. Extremely disturbing. I don’t think it’s related, but having another psycho person out there killing animals doesn’t make me feel any better.
So the police said they saw the cat and it appeared to be ok. I wondered if they bothered to lift it up and check it’s body for injuries. I don’t know what story they gave the police.
My HOA contacted them and the story they gave the HOA was that they were giving the cat a bath. At 2am?? Beating the cat with a stick or pole is part of the bathing process? Beating the cat on the window sill so hard that you break down your blinds and crack the window?!
I’ll tell you what. I really started doubting myself. I wondered if it started out as a bath and maybe the cat scratched her and then, maybe she started hitting it.
My neighbors initially rallied around me and even helped me to install the Ring doorbell camera. Once they heard the bath story though… I feel like a few of them started to doubt me.
I wondered if maybe I overreacted. I wondered if my PTSD kicked in. My heart rate shot up, I was shaking, hiding in the dark in my bathroom (the only place where someone can’t peer in a window). I wondered if maybe I assumed the worst.
But the facts are:
I saw her beating the cat with either a stick or pole.
There was blood smeared on the window.
She broke down the blinds while hitting at the cat.
She broke the window while hitting the cat.
When I knocked on the window to make her stop, she flicked me off.
So that last one tells me she was definitely angry. I knocked on her window repeatedly and she could have looked through the window and talked to me. She didn’t. She flicked me off and kept hitting the cat.
I’m trying to maintain to myself that I’m not crazy, that I’m not imagining things. Her window is still broken. But really… could she fool police that easily? Seriously?? Maybe they didn’t care. Maybe they barely looked at the cat. Maybe they did and the cat was wet from a bath. I don’t know.
All I know is I’m scared and I feel very threatened by her. I feel like she’s going to retaliate for me calling the cops on her.
I finally slept hard last night. The tiredness just caught up to me. I’m thoroughly exhausted. I keep praying that I see their cat in the window again. But I haven’t. I really hope that it’s ok and not in pain.
I wonder what kind of people can beat an animal so mercilessly. I wonder what kind of person can kill and collect squirrels. What the heck is going on??? Freaks me out. Nothing feels right. And nothing certainly feels safe.