I’ve been agitated like no other these last few days. I’ve wanted to go off on people out of simple annoyance. I don’t know why I’m so pissy. I guess it’s the depression? That can cause irritability. But this is bad! I’m so annoyed that I’ve physically had to distance myself from people.
Other things have been happening too. But I’m too paranoid to put that in writing.
I feel terrible- I’m so appreciative of my bestie and her hospitality that I’m pretending to have a great time. Many times though, I actually am. But other times, I am absolutely not.
I cleaned her whole house again. I actually like cleaning and I feel like maybe I can show her my appreciation by doing some housekeeping and laundry. I don’t know.