This = Impossible

Published July 17, 2017 by Chloe Madison

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Tears are welling up in my eyes and streaming down my face this very moment. I can’t stop. I have such a deep, deep sadness inside- it’s absolutely overwhelming and utterly crushing.

I can’t think straight…can’t get anything accomplished. 

I feel terrible physically…emotionally. Nearly every thought in my head is criticizing or condemning some part of myself. 

I seriously want my FA. I don’t even want to use it in that capacity- but I want it soooo badly.

I just don’t want to do this anymore. Ever.

I completely understand why people go down this road. 

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