I don’t know what’s wrong with me- maybe it’s the fact that I’m buzzed, but I pretty much despise myself. I’m one of the most selfish, self-absorbed people I know. It’s horrible and I’m ashamed. There’s nothing good, nothing redemptive, just plain nothing.
I have nothing to offer,
I’m so angry it physically hurts
truth is I don’t give a @*!# I just @!*#ing hate everyone right now. I don’t even know why 😢
I just want to get out of here it doesn’t matter